.

=)))))).
guess who's back

faith.

a.
b.
c.
d.
e.





i will shoot a man if they make my precious tvxq splits up.

.

the hours i sleep everyday.
see, we always planned to sleep early but in the end we never stick to our time. like now. and the ridiculous amount of alarm that i set but didn't work.


need to learn how to sleep early.
need to learn it's ok to not finish one episode of my drama in one sitting.

midnight indulgence ♥

more like 6 in the morning lol.










and guess who’s making an acting debut?

for real :D

fangirls have emerged.

a series of unfortunate events.

one after another.
very bad feng-shui.
maybe i should start chanting.



i’m afraid of quick judgments and mistakes that everybody makes.

i don't like the feeling of being underestimated,

because i know what i can do.
but sometimes when a person emits this kind of emotion to you,
it gets you, and it makes you doubting yourself.



then again,
there really isn't one huge happiness that reaches everybody.



feel contented. at least you're loved. =D



so stop being unhappy can?

back to basics.

i think i'm a worry-wart.

i always have something to worry about.
it keeps me up at night and nibbles at me.
maybe i should be worried about my worrying hahahaha





1. how was your day hon?
2. like shit.
1. lol shit is an easy thing to do, try use the word constipated.
2. ....

by the time i recognize this moment,

this moment will be gone,

but i will bend the light,

pretend that it somehow lingered on.

clarity - john mayer

=)
tata.

i promise this is the last one

Emma Watson at Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince London Premiere, 7 July 2009.

she is just divine.

=)))

[i'm an addict]

i’m in the mood,
to blog many many today.








i think i’m easily hooked onto stuffs.









like a particular movie, song, series or band.
if it gets my attention i will google it nonstop and not get bored.



=D

[awww]

guess who's the cutest in half-blood prince

♥

[bigtothebang]

you know,
the weird thing about blogging is you tend to assume that you know a person because you read his/her posts or status updates on a regular basis. and you judge them based on what they've written about themselves, which is probably vague and incomplete.


i do that sometimes.


which is why i haven't been updating lately,
and also because i'm watching the complete series of charmed dvd. =D

but i think i'm going to get back on the wagon soon heheh.

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life would be perfect,





with me waving red light stick at dbsk's concert.
it has been a long time, boys.

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found this incredible cute pet website and they have all sort of funny and cute photos. image overload.=P









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shows i want to watch:



partner





triple




family outing






宮心計





castle






10 things i hate about you




SO MANY i don't think i'll have the time.
how how HOW?

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cannot waiitttttttttttttttttttttttt.

joining the cult.

click click click






microblogging doesn't sound bad
=D.

oh salt water.

1.




2.




3.




4.











a.




b.




c.




d.








hello =DDDD.
i've decided to stop hiding =)
have been keeping you guys out these few weeks,
there are so many things that i think i can talk about.
but at the end of the day, poof it's gone,
right.




beach.
and sunshine.
and seabreeze.
port dickson.
tomorrow.

lalalalala.

CCT1010. 9am tomorrow.








我的房间里有道门有盏灯有张桌与床还有很多书
它决定在这星期 内尽情的乱

=)

[bubble gum]

hello korean guys, why are you so cute









my brain is rotting in the room.
let this phase pass quickly.
don't fall asleep.
please try harder.
i ain't got much time left for linger.






segamat. kluang. singapore. and then a secret place.
sounds like a nice spontaneous trip.
why would i say no =D.






happy.
because even when we fail to see it,
life had always been way too good =).

genki deska?

self-hypnosis.




i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleepy.
i'm sleeeeepppppaaaaay.




i did not sleep the whole night.









read through my notes 3 times.
thought i was going crazy.


spent 2 hours for my 3-hour paper. insanity certified.
was writing super fast to make sure that i don't have the time to stop and think twice, before the "ah-i-can-do-this-question" moment is flown away.


brain is not functioning now.
i think i'm painfully exhausted.
off to bed.
attempt number x.

近况

对面房一号说




#

吃饭。吃饭。吃饭。
睡觉。睡觉。
读书。读书。读书。
考试。考试。考试。考试。考试。



一天吃三次饭，睡两次觉，读三次书，准备五天的考试。




逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。
逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。逍遥。




五次考试后，逍遥十四天。

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亲爱的对面房一号


我只想给你这篇
惊天地泣鬼神
深入民心
不是文章的文章
掌声加鬼吼 (<--有没有很熟悉)





明天的考试
加油
就酱





还有
对面房二号
威廉可以分你一半
但小龙我要了





最近这些日子
谢啦
掰

words meet heartbeats

why is there no oxygen in this room??!













me: what the hell? when did you get hot?!
siwon: oh, i was just born this way.



=D













have you ever wondered why do you use the word 'i' too much?



i'm still keeping myself in this bubble.
the bubble of safety and comfort.
i've been and still am very much blessed. i do know that.



i want to use terms other than just 'i'.











hello, my name is i-think-i'm-stressed-up.

all-singing, all-dancing crap of this world.

breakfast breakfast breakfast
dimsum, charsiewpao, chrysanthemum tea









blah blah blah
blah as in aimless, blah as in nothingness, blah as in demotivated










trips trips trips
money money money










song song song


juniors no more =)

this is the part

where you say,



home is best. ♥ =)






p.s that is a thai dog.

p.p.s my dad won the teddy bear from a fun fair game (i think it belongs to my brother but anyway)

p.p.p.s the barbie doll (in the box) was my 16th birthday present from my classmates. they asked me what would i like as a present. i said barbie doll. O__o i used to be a huge fan of barbie cause i loved the fact that you could dress up a pretty doll, do her hair, pretend that she's going to a ball, then talk to other barbie dolls like those taitai. it was magical. i still watch barbie movies when they show it on tv3 =D.

p.p.p.p.s the doll was a reward from my dad for getting 1st place when i was in standard 1. the kind that talks and walks. it was a craze back then =D. i wanted to use it for my korean class to present about human's body parts but the guy in my group thought it was too gay so.

p.p.p.p.p.s this post really gave me a nolstagic, walking-down-the-memory-lane kinda feeling. funny how time flies sigh.

so bright. smile.

"here, here and here. he pointed to his heart, mind and ears."
have you heard it yet?

hello people. =D
it has been quite some time.
i don't even know where to start.
the whole week is like one jumbled up ball of yarn with all different colour of threads.






late at night, before i go to bed and when i'm walking around the living room deciding what time to sleep, i will text my brother and tell him of my daily sufferings, quite happily i must add.


"tension sial T_____T."
he calls and asks me to call him back.

"sup?"
"very stressed le how?"
"what happened?"
"haiya you won't understand one very long the story."
"T____________T then you call me for what? i'm in a football game eh."





but i'm your beloved jie jie~~~~
*sits in a dark corner





despite the constant ignorance, i still miss home sigh.
i'm going back tomorrow yuhuu!!
brother is rotting at home since it's his study week. he's supposed to go to u.s this summer break but it has been postponed (mummy: he's still young i'm so worried; papa: still can go next year what no harm right?) so two of us are going to singapore during my term break =)))).





you see us smiling happily
you see us playing cheerfully.
you see us acting borderline psychoticly.
you see us laughing at the lamest jokes that we crack.










ohhhh but before that i need to worry about my finals.



been thinking of studying (note: "thinking")
been wanting to get out of bed (here's "wanting")



don't think. don't try. just do it.
*ties a red cloth around my head which says jiayou













it's the smile i love the most.

你, 愿意跟我们交换生命吗?

click

[活着]本身就是一份美好的礼物。
你愿意帮我们好好活着吗?

我
Love Life。

have been staring at this column for pretty long.

here comes the (weekly) update. =D






a. the funeral






it’s these small things that you remember,
the little imperfections that make them perfect,
for you.






b. of ah sang






rest in peace.
something stirred when i found out about her death.
i pressed my soft bones.
we are only human.






c. assignment.exam.presentation.muet.theatre.



same old story.
life's gonna be much better after 26th april.






d. myself


monotonous is the word.

recently i’ve been blocking out alot of things in my life.
perhaps i just feel that getting to know all the incidents and behind-the-scenes that are going around does not have an effect to my life what so ever, instead they bring in all the unnecessaries and problems so why would i want them in my life.

or maybe i've learnt the fact that there are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept. things we have no control over.






e. for eye candy =)))))





my man. ♥

poke her face.

[happiness #1] is










to be able to just reach out my hands and grab a book.
to stare at books and fall asleep.
tiny bliss in an afternoon.










[frustration #1] is









reality check.
exam on monday.
notes staring irritatingly at me.




.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.





[happiness #2] is








the fact that david archuleta is in kl now.







he is going to perform in front of screaming fans.













[frustration #2] is







the fact that i am in malacca now.
T_____T

i am not one of the screaming ones in kl.
T__________T



*proceeds to tell myself repeatedly that he's not worth my time*


i don't really know all songs of him.
the mall would be super packed.
i have to study for my exam.
he is short.


*nods vigorously*







i was pretty much consoled until i went online,
and he was all over the place.





baju melayu!! what else can i say. *sayang





so what if he's short.
or if he's only eighteen.
or if i know only crush.

performance now.

click

oh well.
this is really happening isn't it.

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=)
quite nice to wake up feeling the cold breeze by the not-so-heavy-rain outside. it’s fantastic when you’re indoor.


my blogging has been so inconsistent lately,
explain the extended absence.
heheh.


i wrote a super long post yesterday night but decided not to put it up. i don’t want to whine incessantly and keep going on about how i feel, erm, whatever that i'm feeling now. when i write sad gloomy stuff i'm going to be all depressed i have to go sulk in dark corners and shed tears to wet handkerchief. imma look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism comes true haiiyakkk!! =D. i'm one with the special ability to be happy at all times after all uhuk uhuk.

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anyway,
*switches to happy tone*
went to watch confessions of a shopaholic yesterday with sara and joshua (a bit unexpected but a great companion nonetheless =D). i'm a huge fan of the series. i have read the books over and over again for too many times. and i usually don't like it when a movie is adapted from a successful book because they leave out important things most of the time. think harry potter.



surprisingly, the movie was actually a lot better than i'd thought since i was told that they changed the whole storyline and took almost nothing from the book. except for the names. i enjoyed the movie =D. it was nice and colorful and funny. i thought the guy who collects debt looks alot like a younger version of myint zan though.



aside from hugh dancy, my favourite thing about the movie was the soundtrack, escpecially this song >>












natasha bedingfield - again





hands over my head
thinking what else could go wrong.
would have stayed in bed
how can the day be so long.


never believed
that things happen for a reason
but how this turned out
removed all my doubts
so believe


then for you
i’d do it all over again
do it all over again
all i went through
led me to you
so i'd do it all over again
for you.


i missed the first train
stood out in the rain all day
little did i know
when i caught the next train
there you were
to sweep me away
guess that’s what i waited for.


never believed
that things happen for a reason
but how this turned out
removed all my doubts
so believe


then for you
i’d do it all over again
do it all over again
all i went through
led me to you
so i'd do it all over again
for you.


who ever thought a day gone so wrong
would turn out so lovely.
so glad i found you
even though the day went so wrong
i wouldn’t change a thing.


i’d do it, i’d do it all over again
do it all over again
all i went through
led me to you
so i’d a do it all over again
for you.


i’d do it all over
i’d do it all over
i’d do it all over for you
for you
all i went through
led me to you
so i'd do it all over again
for you.


who ever thought a day gone so wrong
would turn out so lovely
who ever thought a day gone so wrong
would turn out so lovely




download


nice lyrics, sad tune.

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on an unrelated note,
gd's hair finally explodes hahaha



plain weird. who's going to buy the phone?




i've been following big bang since they debuted in 2006,
but seriously,
hot issue's days were so much better.
they've been repeating the winning formula for too many times.
still a v.i.p nonetheless =P.
it's ok if you don't understand this part heheh.

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oh.
my phone is certified dead.