Tuesday, April 28, 2009

so bright. smile.

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"here, here and here. he pointed to his heart, mind and ears."
have you heard it yet?




















hello people. =D
it has been quite some time.
i don't even know where to start.
the whole week is like one jumbled up ball of yarn with all different colour of threads.






late at night, before i go to bed and when i'm walking around the living room deciding what time to sleep, i will text my brother and tell him of my daily sufferings, quite happily i must add.


"tension sial T_____T."
he calls and asks me to call him back.

"sup?"
"very stressed le how?"
"what happened?"
"haiya you won't understand one very long the story."
"T____________T then you call me for what? i'm in a football game eh."





but i'm your beloved jie jie~~~~
*sits in a dark corner





despite the constant ignorance, i still miss home sigh.
i'm going back tomorrow yuhuu!!
brother is rotting at home since it's his study week. he's supposed to go to u.s this summer break but it has been postponed (mummy: he's still young i'm so worried; papa: still can go next year what no harm right?) so two of us are going to singapore during my term break =)))).





you see us smiling happily
you see us playing cheerfully.
you see us acting borderline psychoticly.
you see us laughing at the lamest jokes that we crack.










ohhhh but before that i need to worry about my finals.



been thinking of studying (note: "thinking")
been wanting to get out of bed (here's "wanting")



don't think. don't try. just do it.
*ties a red cloth around my head which says jiayou












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it's the smile i love the most.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

你, 愿意跟我们交换生命吗?




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[活着]本身就是一份美好的礼物。
你愿意帮我们好好活着吗?









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Love Life。

Saturday, April 18, 2009

have been staring at this column for pretty long.

here comes the (weekly) update. =D






a. the funeral






it’s these small things that you remember,
the little imperfections that make them perfect,
for you.







b. of ah sang



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rest in peace.
something stirred when i found out about her death.
i pressed my soft bones.
we are only human.






c. assignment.exam.presentation.muet.theatre.



same old story.
life's gonna be much better after 26th april.






d. myself


monotonous is the word.

recently i’ve been blocking out alot of things in my life.
perhaps i just feel that getting to know all the incidents and behind-the-scenes that are going around does not have an effect to my life what so ever, instead they bring in all the unnecessaries and problems so why would i want them in my life.

or maybe i've learnt the fact that there are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept. things we have no control over.






e. for eye candy =)))))



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my man. ♥

Saturday, April 11, 2009

poke her face.

[happiness #1] is






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to be able to just reach out my hands and grab a book.
to stare at books and fall asleep.
tiny bliss in an afternoon.










[frustration #1] is





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reality check.
exam on monday.
notes staring irritatingly at me.




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[happiness #2] is








the fact that david archuleta is in kl now.



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he is going to perform in front of screaming fans.













[frustration #2] is







the fact that i am in malacca now.
T_____T

i am not one of the screaming ones in kl.
T__________T



*proceeds to tell myself repeatedly that he's not worth my time*


i don't really know all songs of him.
the mall would be super packed.
i have to study for my exam.
he is short.


*nods vigorously*







i was pretty much consoled until i went online,
and he was all over the place.




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baju melayu!! what else can i say. *sayang





so what if he's short.
or if he's only eighteen.
or if i know only crush.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

performance now.

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oh well.
this is really happening isn't it.

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=)
quite nice to wake up feeling the cold breeze by the not-so-heavy-rain outside. it’s fantastic when you’re indoor.


my blogging has been so inconsistent lately,
explain the extended absence.
heheh.


i wrote a super long post yesterday night but decided not to put it up. i don’t want to whine incessantly and keep going on about how i feel, erm, whatever that i'm feeling now. when i write sad gloomy stuff i'm going to be all depressed i have to go sulk in dark corners and shed tears to wet handkerchief. imma look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism comes true haiiyakkk!! =D. i'm one with the special ability to be happy at all times after all uhuk uhuk.

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anyway,
*switches to happy tone*
went to watch confessions of a shopaholic yesterday with sara and joshua (a bit unexpected but a great companion nonetheless =D). i'm a huge fan of the series. i have read the books over and over again for too many times. and i usually don't like it when a movie is adapted from a successful book because they leave out important things most of the time. think harry potter.



surprisingly, the movie was actually a lot better than i'd thought since i was told that they changed the whole storyline and took almost nothing from the book. except for the names. i enjoyed the movie =D. it was nice and colorful and funny. i thought the guy who collects debt looks alot like a younger version of myint zan though.



aside from hugh dancy, my favourite thing about the movie was the soundtrack, escpecially this song >>












natasha bedingfield - again





hands over my head
thinking what else could go wrong.
would have stayed in bed
how can the day be so long.


never believed
that things happen for a reason
but how this turned out
removed all my doubts
so believe


then for you
i’d do it all over again
do it all over again
all i went through
led me to you
so i'd do it all over again
for you.


i missed the first train
stood out in the rain all day
little did i know
when i caught the next train
there you were
to sweep me away
guess that’s what i waited for.


never believed
that things happen for a reason
but how this turned out
removed all my doubts
so believe


then for you
i’d do it all over again
do it all over again
all i went through
led me to you
so i'd do it all over again
for you.


who ever thought a day gone so wrong
would turn out so lovely.
so glad i found you
even though the day went so wrong
i wouldn’t change a thing.


i’d do it, i’d do it all over again
do it all over again
all i went through
led me to you
so i’d a do it all over again
for you.


i’d do it all over
i’d do it all over
i’d do it all over for you
for you
all i went through
led me to you
so i'd do it all over again
for you.


who ever thought a day gone so wrong
would turn out so lovely
who ever thought a day gone so wrong
would turn out so lovely




download


nice lyrics, sad tune.

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on an unrelated note,
gd's hair finally explodes hahaha


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plain weird. who's going to buy the phone?




i've been following big bang since they debuted in 2006,
but seriously,
hot issue's days were so much better.
they've been repeating the winning formula for too many times.
still a v.i.p nonetheless =P.
it's ok if you don't understand this part heheh.

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oh.
my phone is certified dead.
 

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