Come away tonight.

the irony part is,
i feel tired but my eyes are not closing... at least not in front of the laptop.

had to literally drag myself out of bed at 7 this morning, cuz i was feeling so tired. didn't know how was i going to survive the rest of the day, with ptptn and exam coming altogether, but i think i will be feeling pretty much the same everyday, so i guess i just have to deal with it.

done a lot of walking today.
see i have the tendency to leave my documents here and there.
everything was kelam-kabut.
and i tried not to miss class.

but hey, at least i've got everything settled now.

i tried to study while waiting for my turn.
and i tried to convince myself that i won't get the cases mixed.
luck is something you don't need when you're well-prepared.
no. i need a little more luck than a little bit.

i didn't even eat anything today. seriously.
but now i don't feel like eating anymore.
feeling quite choked up and uncomfortable.
*sniff sniff* *sneeze sneeze*
sore throat. sneezles.
have been eating hacks like crazy.

yoga was tiring as usual.
i almost fell asleep during the final relaxation pose.
but the pose that i cannot tahan the most is the camel's.
the instructor said this pose pinched nerve problems.
i think i have this condition.
i strained my neck.
back is aching and body is sore now.




i've been thinking,
i dont want to be a working adult.
a job.
i dont want it.
not a full time one.
a part time job would be okay.
a little money here and there.
no.
i want to only have a part time job.

i mean, i have.... chunnie. right?

i dont understand either what i just said.
sure mummy will say,
'i SLAP your face'


speaking of which,
mummy called today,

mummy: eii i saw the picture yao yao took at the pantai..he's so sweet..
me: yea. he sent it to you?
mummy: nola. i read your blog.
me: !!! you READ my blog?!
mummy: ahar. dd gave me the url. why? i cannot read is it?
me: nolaaaa...but it doesn't mean that..
mummy: got to go now. cooking dinner. bye!
me: .....



someone is so dead.
die dead.
wait till i go back.
i might not be strong enough to throw a chair,
but i'm sure i can find something else.





ok.
my feet want to sleep.
too tired of walking today.
tomorrow i dont want to even walk around the house.
my feet need rest.

Tiredness

beyond

words.

Flying blind.

Eloo, obnoxious people,
stop talking and start STUDYING.
it's a library for crying out loud.

little things piss me off these few days.
premenstrual tension you see. =P

anyway.
i was reading my notes
and i found that i went cross eyed.
then i realized,
i've been reading the same paragraph.

then i gave up.





space. random. words. space. i kinda like this way of blogging. :)

How Sweet.

was chatting with dd

who is now enjoying his holiday in sarawak

he said since he had no money for souvenirs

he did this for me.

us.

at one pantai in sarawak.

peng. ngor.

jin. yao.

papa. mummy.

me. dd.

family.

proud.

♥

Ribbon and Dinosaur.

i've realized something,
i've been blogging,
empty blog entries.

trust me
the only reason the number in the web counter is rising,
is
because
i
visit
my
blog
a
whole
lot.

not to re-read my entries
i dont think i'm too zi lian like that

my blog link is there for a reason
and i like listening to the song

i'm going to put up a new song,

because it's starting to annoy me,

because i go to my blog a lot,

to listen to the song.




long story in short.
woke up at 8 today. very guai.
very high enthu want to study for my midterms
somemore never cook or go out for brunch
had hot nescafe and cream biscuits only
then took out my notes
laying on the bed
and started studying
woohooo i'm on a roll~

the roommie was busy doing her stuff,
dare not to kacau her
i studied quietly
somewhere in the process i fell asleep =.=
i think i woke up quite a few times
the weather was just nice for me to sleep
cannot tahan so i thought,
argh crap just sleep.

i know.
i sleep a lot.



now.
sitting in front of the laptop
gazing at the shiny screen
filled with words, pictures and sounds



tort.
trespass to person.
trespass to land.


*shakes head* focus. focus.
i know i'm stressed when i start biting my fingernails.




and i've discovered something,
i don't read a lot anymore.
i used to read a lot a lot a lot.
now i don't.
O_o
(like panda yang kena tumbuk right?)
O_o
O_o
O_o

about the title

it doesn't mean anything

i just thought that ribbon and dinosaur look cute together :)

哲学家。

如果爱是道北极光
如果我可以睡在沙滩　
如果我变成小孩　
如果 如果 如果真的那么难　
沒有人很了解我吧 我是這么想　
我希望要的生活 谁说了才算

我想我是一個哲学家　
可以参透孤单的假象　
不要人問 不要人猜 不要人一直管　
不需要說 不需要听 不需要那么忙　
如果我是一個哲学家　
忘了一個心中的名字有多难　
看一本书 走一段路 逛一个美术馆　
听一首歌 过一条河 喝一碗酸梅汤　

左想右想 世界原來那么不一样
于是我看見了海浪　
于是我前往一个机场　
于是有好几小時　
慢慢慢慢慢慢忘了什么烦　
時间它停止了吗　
我想想未來　
我想我也出一個大约的模样






最近有点懒散
有点疲惫
有点不知所措

Farting Theory of Love.

"Relationships are best measured by Farting."

"Excuse me?"

"The stages of a relationship can be defined by farting.

Stage 1 is the conspiracy of silence. This is a fantasy period where both parties pretend that they have no bodily waste. This illusion is very quickly shattered by that first shy 'ooh did you fart?' followed by the sheepish admission of truth. This heralds a period of deeper intimacy, a period I like to call the "fart honeymoon", where both parties find each other's gas just the cutest thing in the world. But of course no honeymoon can last forever. And so we reach the critical fork in the fart. Either the fart loses its power to amuse and embarrass, thereby signifying true love or else, it begins to annoy and disgust, thereby symbolizing all that is blocked and rancid in the formly beloved."

The dialogue in this movie <Click Me!> is crisp. :)

And no, Jared Padalecki is not in the movie.

Love this icon too much and was just finding a way to post it up.

Heheh.

FeelsGood.

Oh, I planned to study. and since i was too lemah semangat after Computer Law lecture, I thought I might just kepo with my housemates to kill boredom. and on my laptop to blare some music. and then I'll study. It was 10 something just now. and now it's 2.10am.




Time flies when I'm procrastinating.




And I think... yeah... might just as well blog and procrastinate more...




I had a good time talking to my housemates though. We talked about our schools, uni life, friends, family, and then went back to the teacher both of us hated in primary school... It's nice getting to know them more since we weren't close before this. :D

Somewhere in between the conversation.

"It's just that my closest friends isn't around me like back when we were in school. I miss them terribly so. But everyone is busy with their life. Me too. We have our own stuff to deal with. Can't expect to bother them every single time. But we know we are still caring for each other."

"I just find the easy way and stick to my close and already-in-my-heart-they-are-my-bestest-friend friends. Not to say, it's not like everyone goes hey come join my gang. lets makan yumcha together."



Seems like everyone had watched The Dark Knight. Hmmm... is it really that good? Maybe I should watch the movie with my brother. But some parts of me malas to go. Or maybe I don't want to fume over another 10bucks lost spent over movie... ><


Just finished watching the latest episode of Fated To Love You... falling hopeless in love with Ruan Jing Tian all over again.. even my friend says if I work hard, TIAN will definitely help me.. ok so maybe we had different skies in mind....



My bed is so tempting. It's all cozy and soft and cooling under my skin. Wanna sleep soundly without caring when is when and what hadn't been done or what hadn't been finished. The joy of freedom!!




Okay gonna try to get some work done now.
Till then! :)




P.S. a sudden crave for durian!!!

Hugs.

Went to malacca zoo night safari yesterday with astronature club.

Not a member so wasn't supposed to be there...The roommate dragged me along since her friend couldn't make it..

Hmm.. one thing about walking aimlessly in a night safari is... it's scary!

Plus it's NOT a school holiday where there is so little people visiting too..

You never know what looms ahead. o.O

They said the trip would end in 15 minutes if we took the tram instead of walking... So we ended up walking for 2 freaking km!! I punya kaki....

They just get people to pay money for exercising at night weii.. =.=

Plus most of the animals were asleep so we were just literally

walking in the dark.

It was quite an experience though.

I had fun. :D

---------------------------------------



Am I still watching korean dramas?

Yes.

Why am I still watching when the storyline is almost the same for most of the shows?

It's so silly yet so predictable.

Well I guess someone else's culture and traditions are always more exciting than our own. :P The language, which I will never be able to pick up just by watching, is also rather nice to hear. Sometimes, it's just to get myself all emotional and teary-eyed.

Hence, I would still be looking forward to making a trip to Korea.

But I can't do that now, mainly because of 3 reasons:

1. I have no money.

2. I'm broke.

3. I have no money.

Maybe I should put up an offer on Ebay, like the guy in Australia who auctioned his life away...

I wonder what happened to him?

Watched the snippet of this new drama The Lawyers of The Great Republic Korea and thought it's quite interesting.

Downloading the 1st episode and hope it's nice :)

So, how's your weekend?

Sanctuary.

-"Life is like a puzzle

You don't know how's the picture gonna look like

And you wonder why you are given some pieces with ugly dark colours

But when every single piece is put together

A beautiful picture is formed"-

I think I understand.

I'll try to understand.

I hope I will understand.

One day.

I need a break.

My second tennis class was better.

But wasn't really in the mood to practice.

Things were running through my mind.

Kept saying sorry to the coach for not being able to hit the ball.

"Sorry!!"

Ever The Procrastinator.

It's nearing assignments and study time again.. Yay for the stress of it all! And I'm sure if I think even harder, my brain is going to come up with a few more things I need to do.





Which is why I'm procrastinating.

Got bored and starting searching through sites for interesting things...came across this long tag and decided to do it for no purpose.

Here it goes.

1. Your name:
Lim Qiu Jin (One of my lecturers actually thought Jin is my last name, conveniently left out my Jin and called me Lim Q in class =.=)

2. Your birthday:
15th February 1989

3. Studying?:
Yes. A law undergraduate.

4. Tattoos?:
No. Fake plastered on ones, maybe...

5. Obssesions?:
Chunnie! :D

6. Do you live in the moment?:
Tyring to.

7. Do you have any secrets?:
Who doesn't?

8. Can you sing?:
Yeah! But not in tune most of the time.

9. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:
When I was younger.. now nah..

10. Are you a loner?:
It depends. Sometimes I like to keep to myself.

11. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:
I would have to be another person with an eccentric nature to connect.

12. Are you passive or aggressive?:
Passive Aggressive.

13. What is your greatest weakness?:
Clumsy. And I tend to leave my stuffs behind and forget about it later. And it always turn out to be the most important thing.
I seldom learn from my mistakes, and keep doing them all over again.

14. Do you think life has been good so far?:
Yes, compared to others....yes.

15. Do people know how you feel?:
Some do.

16. Smoke?:
No. I don't intend to pollute my lungs.

17. Do drugs?:
What about medicine?

18. Sleep with stuffed animals?:
Yesh! I have my Syongah and Minnie here.. both are rodents in case you're wondering.

19. Take walks in the rain?:
When I have no choice.

20. Drive?
My mom says my driving skill is so fantastic that she doesn't let me to drive her X-Trail.

21. Been in love?
Not so sure. Crush got a lot la.

22. Killed someone?
No! *raise eyebrows*

23. Thought you were going crazy?:
Oh yes, in so many different ways.

24. Broken the law?:
Small minor ones...not those high-ended ones I guess.

25. Had a nervous breakdown?:
Mostly just before exams.

26. Had a dream that kept coming back?:
Yes!

27. Brand of clothing?
Any kind. Even pasar malam.

27. Believe in love at first sight?
It depends, unless you count infatuation which is different thing altogether...

28. Do you remember your first love?:
If you're talking about homosapiens, I don't think it was love, more like well...puppy love.

29. Still in love with him/her?:
No.

30. Have you ever wished it were more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?:
For me guys who take the first step are much more commendable and reliable.

31. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?:
Depends on how you look at it I guess...

32. Are you in love now?:
No.

33. Who was the last person that made you cry?:
Myself.

34. Laughed?
Few minutes ago.

35. Missing someone?:
Everybody! Everyday!




Phew~
Done!

Awkward Game.

It's happening again.



And I don't like the way things turned out.

You know you still want to sleep when

You take 5 minutes to figure out what day of the week it is.

Your blink lasts for longer than 5 seconds every time.

The quietest whisper among your housemates sounds like a tribal warcry to your ears.

The unmade bed seems like an invitation calling you back to sleep. and you did.

You put your handphone on the table, then look into your drawer for your handphone.


When your housemates ask you what's for lunch, you open up your innocent eyes widely, tilt your head to the side, look for non-verbal cues to figure out what answer they're expecting and then say, "Well, what do you think?"

You hand all your coins to the counter and ask them to count out the coins for the one item you purchased.

You can't think of what some more to type.

♥♥♥

It's less colourful.

But I like it clean and plain.

:)







Good night people.

Please say you prefer this one.

I won't revert the thing even if you say no.

But please say you do la.

Becoming Jane

Watched.

Jane Austen: Could I really have this?

Tom Lefroy: What, precisely?

Jane Austen: You.

Tom Lefroy: Me, how?

Jane Austen: This life with you.

Tom Lefroy: Yes.

Tom Lefroy: I am yours, heart and soul. Much good that is.

Jane Austen: Let me decide that.

Jane Austen: His heart will stop at the sight of you, or he doesn't deserve to live. And, yes, I am aware of the contradiction embodied in that sentence.




And melted.

Ready for some tennis?

I took my first tennis class today.

This sport is definitely meant for May and Aaron...

Sara and her brother were doing great too..

As for me, well, it went something like this...

-Picture credit - NC Stripgallery-

Not that bad la... but you get what I mean...

I couldn't even hold the racquet properly at first (since I couldn't decide which hand is better at serving) Finally the coach said I was doing okay, I think by "okay" he meant I could actually hit the ball for once. At last.

Cry With Us...?!

Crying is generally a passive activity where you feel sad or sorry for yourself. If you are turning on the waterworks, there isn’t much you can do for others. So such a word should not be used when you need a more proactive stance.

Example.

Someone, thought that “Cry With Us” would be the perfect name for music project to help starving children of North Korea. The intention is good, but the name…not very ambitious. Cry With Us doesn't sound so good for advertising but whatever.. at least they are doing something to help the starving children. In the end they are helping someone who is in need…. And that is all that matters. I just think that the name doesn't make sense.

Wonder Girls, Jewelry, SG Wannabe, Isu, KCM are among the 40 celebrities that are involved in the Cry With Us project.

-Source: PopSeoul-

Here's hoping that they actually feed the children, not just cry with them.

Overcooked?

Went back to Kluang during the weekend for a family gathering. And it seems like everyone was talking about the political drama that has been going on. Espsecially my papa. He got so excited analyzing the whole story to me until my mom had to stop him halfway to let me finish my food first. So he changed his target to my uncles and aunties. Heheh. XD

Same thing happened when I was doing some blog hopping. Netizens cannot get enough of this issue too. I got a kick reading blogs about Malaysian politics, tons of blogs. It's weird how things are working out in the political scene in the country and I find the actions of the people involved getting lamer. There are a lot of these problems that can be solved, but with the credibility of the government, judiciary, police and media in question, facts and evidence no longer matter. Political history is in the making, but I'm not sure whether it's for good or for bad. I certainly hope and pray that it is the former.

Too much bickering, too little performance?

Sleep like you're dead.

um yeah.

I woke up this morning at 1:00 PM. 1 freaking o’clock!!

This is a record for me, and I can’t decide if I am totally disgusted or a little pleased that I beat my personal best. T.T

But I do feel like I wasted alot of valuable daylight which I am making up for now by sitting in the sun and blogging nice, I know.

I wish I knew what time I went to sleep last night, see I was watching shows, and I just wanted to know what happened, so I skipped a large portion but still it moved really slow and it was long.

I usually go to sleep at around 1. If I were just guessing the time I fell asleep it would be five.

Still feeling restless. I think it's because of the yoga class I had yesterday. It really stretched me waaaaay beyond the normal stretching. And the yoga room is like sauna. IT WAS REALLY SO SHIOK! I never knew yoga could be that hot and perspiring. The exercise was more vigorous than usual, apart from sweating heavily, I almost lost my breath at one point. O.O

Obviously this is a pointless post. oh well.

Who's Wanted?

Went to see Wanted today.
The movie is based on a comic book series (that I have never heard of) and stars Angelina Jolie, James McAvoy, and Morgan Freeman.



Great special effects, freaking crazy action sequences and some of the cool gun battles. XD
Sometimes I could hardly follow what was happening at any particular moment because of the hyper-stylised action sequences. Only when they are done fighting then I went "Huh?! What just happened?! Finished fighting liao meh?" =_=

The movie is so intense. It starts with a guy running so fast that his wake is blowing paintings off the walls as he runs by them. Then the guy jumps through a don't-know-how-many-th story window about 100 feet onto the roof of a neighboring skyscraper. And the movie gets more intense after that.

We were like Oohh and Aaahh-ing throughout the movie, mainly because, it is BREATHTAKINGLY v.i.o.l.e.n.t in some scenes. Seriously. I felt like telling the guy to clean up his face first before continue fighting. The blooooood. 0____0 And the cartoon-like hail of bullets and explosions. Like Whooaaaa.

I think people watch the movie for the action, but enjoy it more because of James McAvoy :D



I've never seen him acted before, but he's cute. :D

:::::-It was nice meeting you Rachel. :DDDD-:::::