Come away tonight.

the irony part is,
i feel tired but my eyes are not closing... at least not in front of the laptop.

had to literally drag myself out of bed at 7 this morning, cuz i was feeling so tired. didn't know how was i going to survive the rest of the day, with ptptn and exam coming altogether, but i think i will be feeling pretty much the same everyday, so i guess i just have to deal with it.

done a lot of walking today.
see i have the tendency to leave my documents here and there.
everything was kelam-kabut.
and i tried not to miss class.

but hey, at least i've got everything settled now.

i tried to study while waiting for my turn.
and i tried to convince myself that i won't get the cases mixed.
luck is something you don't need when you're well-prepared.
no. i need a little more luck than a little bit.

i didn't even eat anything today. seriously.
but now i don't feel like eating anymore.
feeling quite choked up and uncomfortable.
*sniff sniff* *sneeze sneeze*
sore throat. sneezles.
have been eating hacks like crazy.

yoga was tiring as usual.
i almost fell asleep during the final relaxation pose.
but the pose that i cannot tahan the most is the camel's.
the instructor said this pose pinched nerve problems.
i think i have this condition.
i strained my neck.
back is aching and body is sore now.




i've been thinking,
i dont want to be a working adult.
a job.
i dont want it.
not a full time one.
a part time job would be okay.
a little money here and there.
no.
i want to only have a part time job.

i mean, i have.... chunnie. right?

i dont understand either what i just said.
sure mummy will say,
'i SLAP your face'


speaking of which,
mummy called today,

mummy: eii i saw the picture yao yao took at the pantai..he's so sweet..
me: yea. he sent it to you?
mummy: nola. i read your blog.
me: !!! you READ my blog?!
mummy: ahar. dd gave me the url. why? i cannot read is it?
me: nolaaaa...but it doesn't mean that..
mummy: got to go now. cooking dinner. bye!
me: .....



someone is so dead.
die dead.
wait till i go back.
i might not be strong enough to throw a chair,
but i'm sure i can find something else.





ok.
my feet want to sleep.
too tired of walking today.
tomorrow i dont want to even walk around the house.
my feet need rest.