i thought it was over.

there are days where i'd just like to enter an empty room and not have anyone in it.
the definition of empty = no one.
but i know i'd get bored and would need human contact right after 3 minutes.



some days,
things just get to be too much.
and then when i want to go beserk,
when i usually hyperventilate,
i just keep quiet,
swallow the deep breathing and walk away.



i've had alot of nonsense to pass for a blog entry.
but it seems like everything has decided to go away.
so i've very bad time management.
maybe i should plan.
i've breakfast settled tomorrow. home home home!!
now if only i can settle what to wear tomorrow to meet my friends,
then i'm good to go.
oh and settle what to have for lunch as well.
oh and plan what to have for dinner.
then to plan what to do at home.
i don't think i can pretend to be busy much longer.
oh i know what to do already.
i think i should open my law books and study abit.
no i did that.
then i got sleepy.



i think i should stop letting myself get so sleepy.
i should stop thinking about redundant things.
it's taking over my whole thought process.
i think i will eat that bun i bought for supper.
no,
i'll still be hungry then no point,
i will waste more time.



okay bye.
waiting for papa to pick me up.
he's working late. again. :(
oh and i think i should stop suddenly telling people certain things.
because it's not really a need for them to know many many times.
it's more of me reassuring myself.



oh okay thanks bye.
take care people.



=D









never take someone for granted.
hold every person close to your heart.
because you might wake up one day
and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were busy collecting stones.