A quick one.

I am sitting here in front of my laptop at this very moment staring at the screen and scratching my hand because some freaking annoying mosquito bit it (why is it on the 9th floor?) wondering what to do when I am supposed to be studying for my upcoming mid-term which starts, by the way, on the 4th December, unfortunately.


Fuyoh, one sooper dooper long sentence. geng or not?






Yerrr, it’s pretty obvious I damn wuliao now. I’m supposed to be studying. I’m suppose to be a nerd. I am a nerd, so what am I doing? I must study!

Just thought it might interest you to know I am not lazing off.


Not lazing off.


And acting like my IP notes are transparent is not lazing off.

A night out with a month (May) and a vampire (Edward).

Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart



So I've watched it.
I've been excited about it for a while.
I wanted to wait but I couldn't.
There's always an exception with cute and good looking vampires yo=D.








I understand that you cannot come into a movie made from a really good book with a closed mind and too high of expectations. I didn't mind that it wasn't amazing; and it turned out not bad. I can offically say I've been dazzled=).


I liked that the film was a dark and edgy. RobPatz was dazzling!! Of course he is. The homeless look only looks good on him. He played Edward out so much. I'm not sure what it is, but this guy keeps making me LOL. I actually like Bella more in the film than in the book..she comes off as strong and humble where in the book I found her to be a bit whiny.


And for me the Bella/Edward thing was too fast. It was so weird since they hardly knew each other. The only thing they actually talked about is being a vampire. How odd is that?! AND THE KISSING SCENE WAS CENSORED!! urgh.


There was not enough of the Cullens. Jasper only had, what, one line? It was not even mentioned that he could manipulate emotions. They skipped over important and key parts but elaborated on the wrong things. And don't even get me started with Jacob and that hair! Gawd.









Overall, the movie was fun to watch. Seriously. It was more like a chick lit but loved it anyway. And also because it’s such a fairytale. I love love fairytales.=))

So go watch. In the cinema.


I would have loved it more if there weren't girls screaming the entire time, like everytime rob's face was on screen. It was obnoxious ok. I mean, he is hot but... oh wait, that was me and May.

X

First of all,
have all of you actually *gasp* abandoned me?!


ok lah, it’s only been one week since I blogged k.
no reason to ditch me so fast!






It’s official.
I need a new and louder alarm clock or a new pair of ears. Because I did not hear my alarm clock. Sleeping too much is not good for your body and mind at all. I slept for 12 hours today and I look dead now. I feel tired despite of all that sleep and yoga and I can’t concentrate when I study.







So I’m going to update today.
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I'll edit if I can think of a title.


I’m absolutely out of ideas about what to write.
Unless you wanna read about how I punched holes into papers.
Or how I painted my toenails red.
Or how I locked myself out of my room.


And second of all…
Erm, actually there is no second of all.







THE END.








*This is a random entry. Written because the blogger is amazingly bored (note: bored, not boring). Maybe she’ll get a sudden light-bulb-turns-on idea about what to write. Or maybe she'll find something interesting in her drafts. Then she'll blog. Thankyouverymuch.*

=)).

you never know how things are going to turn out.
you almost know,
but you can never be quite sure.


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okla i've realized that i hardly talk about anything substantial anymore.
so i'll talk about something serious now k?








have you ever came across with the whatever and anything people?
or maybe you're one of those.




1. so where do you wanna eat?

2. anything lah.

1. eat at mamak want?

2. whatever lah... buttt…. mamak very hot leh.

1. so eat at mcd can?

2. actually ah anything also can la. but mcd ah.. boring lah.

1. haaah like that ah… we go eat sushi lor.

2. i said anything dy mah. up to you lor. but expensive rigghttt sushi.

1. $#@*!

2. don’t lah angry. whatever also can lah. i very cincai one.




just when you've settled down,



1. so what do you wanna eat?

2. i dunno leh. you decide for me lah.

1. you say one ah... how bout drinks?

2. aiyo.. i said anything lo.. why you so fan one!



look who's the irritating one now.
damn frustrating right.
i know.

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sometimes you should just use a little time to wonder
like why am i like this?
why is there no egg in the eggplant?
and also,
why is the person you secretly like called a crush?
maybe you hoped for a happy ending,
and the hope got crushed?
and, since i'm the one asking question,
what is the longest chair/kerusi/the thing you sit on?
ahaxx =D


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today was not bad a day.
although extremely sleepy my eyes were.
i'm hooked on twilight saga all over again.=)))
the movie is coming out in malaysia!
i pray it will not disappoint.
nah this is a HUGE poster of the movie.






p/s the author is going back to segamat too-mooo-rrowwww! =D

to be really honest, i honestly tell you

you've changed.
and maybe i have too.

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i think.
i am emotionally unavailable.
i am emotionally inadequate.
and i'm quite fine with it.
i’m not even gonna start complaining about it here.
i want to go into hibernation soon.
yes, it'll be good.









somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me,
i ain't the sharpest tool in the shed.
she was looking kinda dumb with her finger and her thumb,
in the shape of an 'L' on her forehead.

well the years start coming and they don't stop coming,
back to the rule and i hit the ground running.
didn't make sense not to live for fun,
your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb.

so much to do so much to see,
so what's wrong with taking the back street?
you'll never know if you don't go,
you'll never shine if you don't glow

-smash mouth's allstar-



remember this one?
the days when ayer wasn't a word.







oh well,
i shall go wash my hair and talk to hammy.
i have missed my reads.
byeimissyoutakecare.
goodnight to you.
sleep for me i wish upon the star so bright.

i woke myself from sleep, a full recovery.

right now i am cleaning my table.

clearing the clutter on my desk so that i can study properly.

this is what i do,

everytime before i start my vigorous preparation for my study.

it is also a way to procrastinate.

but at least i am getting something done ok.

so today.

a new day full of different feelings.

different emotion.

something strange.

good strange or bad strange i am not too sure of.

perhaps in the middle strange.

please. anyway.

this is sunday.

smiles.=)

i think no matter how many friends that you make,

the real happiness is talking to one single person,

feeling relax,

the world of randomness,

laughing in sync,

and it is comforting.

yes we love to do the most random stuff.

our randomness never ceased to amaze me.

all the bits and pieces.

so thank you,

for that five hours that we've spent together.=)))

and of course i love my wantan.

he can make me smile and light.

he won't give me big hugs.

but he will give me teeny tiny furry snuggles.

which right now i can almost indefinitely accept.=D

can't continue dy.

back to clearing clutter.

everyday i'm a different type of mental.

Suju-T (Sungmin x Moeyan) - 明日のために、




have faith, me.
take deep breaths.
inhale.
exhale.
inhale.
exhale.
and start believing yourself.
you cannot imagine how many other people have faith in you.
so, shouldn't you start believing in yourself too?





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terrible head pains,
and icy icy toes.
my head is having a headache of its own.
and that headache is giving me a major bad headache.
would be pretty great if i could massage the brain.
give it a good squeeze.



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confession.
i have something to confess.
i am clumsy.
no actually the right way to put it is,
i am c.l.u.m.s.y.
only some people realised this though.
probably, you guys did
but were kind enough not to point it out,
so that i don't look clumsy.
huhu how kind of all of you.
thankyouverymuch.


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today i amused myself.
i keep knocking into things.
i got my index finger's joint hit against something a few minutes ago,
and now it like a little swollen.
then while going out of the toilet,
my arm knocked against the basin, etc, etc, etc.






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the sky is gloomy.
i was out,
eating ikan bakar,
it started to thunder and i saw lightning flashing.
dampened my mood, seriously.
i was monstrously tired and worn out today.
i will now get into my pyjamas.
boil the kettle for a hot water bottle.
make a cup of hot milo.
kiss you goodnight.
and fall asleep.

me. universe. you.

i finally watched my long-awaited
High School Musical - Senior Year.
i don't care if anyone disagree with me.
it's thumbs-up and all toes-up good for me.
mesmerized by that pair of dazzling blue eyes,
sweet duets and pair dancing.
another tale, that don't come true.
i want to dream and live in a musical,
and not wake up.












oh i saw this trailer in the cinema,



and i choked on my nuggets when i saw this part.
sooooooo cute the hamster ♥
i have to watch this movie =))))

i am.

the tiny bit of rest should be able to give me enough push,
for a new semester.
more work,
more work.

i came across this a while ago.
it's an interactive photo installation.
they took pictures of strangers,
who filled in the blank to describe themselves.
it's pretty amazing.







more pictures here.=)








ok.
time to bathe my hamster
and make him run a little cos he's growing fatter and fatter.
i shall take pictures of him later.
have i told you that i've decided to name him wantan ham?=D













-"never refuse an invitation,
never resist the unfamiliar,
never fail to be polite,
and never outstay the welcome.
just keep your mind open,
and suck in the experience.
and if it hurts,
you know what?
it's probably worth it.-"



hello malacca. =)

a twilighter?

vampire. werewolf. suspense. romance.



human falls madly in love with a vampire,
vampire wants to drink her blood,
but falls in love with her as well.
yum.





vampire is ♥. =)
i read the series at a feverish pace, because i wanted to find out what happened. i think reading it non-stop works greatly against my interest for the novels. by the middle of the 2nd book, i was sick of the obsessive ramblings of the bella girl. so i'm taking a break before continue reading the 3rd.


what i dislike about this series so far is the blatant promotion of the concept of "if i won't have you, i'll kill myself." yes, it's sweet to hear that they cannot live without each other. but to advocate committing suicide for love is one thing i cannot accept.


and, the never-ending of edward-swooning. i mean, seriously. how many times can we read about how edward literally makes bella swoon? i thought the too detailed descriptions of edward's beauty would end at the first book, but I was very, very wrong. sometimes i would irritably skip through those descriptions.







that said,
i spent the whole night reading the 2nd book in the series.=P
i confess to being hooked as long as you throw me a few vampires and maybe a werewolf or two. i keep turning the pages bacause i just couldn't put it down. it was like an unhealthy addiction for me. it reminds me of soaps, although it's bad, you watch it.









just for the record,
i think the best character is jacob black.
and alice cullen is becoming a favourite too.=D

非常非常。

曾经看过 翅膀上长着一对大大眼睛的蝴蝶
他们说 那是一种保护作用
其实不是真的眼睛
是要让想猎食他的动物 恐惧 害怕
达到威吓的功用。




伪眼。
其实每个人 都是希望 给人一个形象
只是当有人识破你的武裝
清楚窥见面具后面的你时
当下的你不知是如何的惊慌 无助
你不否定还沾沾自喜
坦然的笑说 我就是酱
转个头觉得自己很可悲
但是换个角度思考
生存在更像丛林的世界里
你还是需要它
來慰藉你那似有若无的安全感。


变了变了。
但真的只有一点。











我想记得=).
ok 就酱。
ah ah
next time ok
about the books.

dum dee dum.

there there.
so i went out.
bought some clothes,
a pair of shoes,
cut my hair.
for a change i thought.
i dyed my hair reddish brown,
and it came out black.




so hello new hair.
hello happy me.
being happy is a funny thing,
at least for me.
sometimes when i'm too happy,
i tend to worry about having to be unhappy later.
so, i become less extremely happy,
and just be normal happy.
that way i wouldn't worry so much about unhappiness.


yes,
i'm weird like that.





aren't we all the little social butterflies?
though after careful consideration,
it's safe to say that i should be extracted from that equation.
i've been hanging out with my parents.
but i know i'm gonna miss them soon.





i think and think and think.
what's for me to place my future on.
what is there for me.
am i really certain this is for me.
i come to a point that i need to reevaluate on my point of view.
how i go about it.
how to enjoy it.
i've found a secret motivation.
i'll story when it works ok=)





i wonder what has law taught me.
the critique,
the justice,
the argument?
holiday came and gone like it never set foot on it at all,
2nd sem of 2nd year is coming in an unbelieveable mode.
why do time flows away like this.
can it just pause for a moment to at least finish what i'm doing.
i am so not sure whether the efforts i put in,
equal to the marks that were shown.
but guess what,
life has to go on. =)






oh i'm so happy that obama won!
ok thanks bye.
i'll blog about the books i've read in the next post k=D.