to be really honest, i honestly tell you

you've changed.
and maybe i have too.

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i think.
i am emotionally unavailable.
i am emotionally inadequate.
and i'm quite fine with it.
i’m not even gonna start complaining about it here.
i want to go into hibernation soon.
yes, it'll be good.









somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me,
i ain't the sharpest tool in the shed.
she was looking kinda dumb with her finger and her thumb,
in the shape of an 'L' on her forehead.

well the years start coming and they don't stop coming,
back to the rule and i hit the ground running.
didn't make sense not to live for fun,
your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb.

so much to do so much to see,
so what's wrong with taking the back street?
you'll never know if you don't go,
you'll never shine if you don't glow

-smash mouth's allstar-



remember this one?
the days when ayer wasn't a word.







oh well,
i shall go wash my hair and talk to hammy.
i have missed my reads.
byeimissyoutakecare.
goodnight to you.
sleep for me i wish upon the star so bright.