everyday i'm a different type of mental.

Suju-T (Sungmin x Moeyan) - 明日のために、




have faith, me.
take deep breaths.
inhale.
exhale.
inhale.
exhale.
and start believing yourself.
you cannot imagine how many other people have faith in you.
so, shouldn't you start believing in yourself too?





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terrible head pains,
and icy icy toes.
my head is having a headache of its own.
and that headache is giving me a major bad headache.
would be pretty great if i could massage the brain.
give it a good squeeze.



*



confession.
i have something to confess.
i am clumsy.
no actually the right way to put it is,
i am c.l.u.m.s.y.
only some people realised this though.
probably, you guys did
but were kind enough not to point it out,
so that i don't look clumsy.
huhu how kind of all of you.
thankyouverymuch.


*


today i amused myself.
i keep knocking into things.
i got my index finger's joint hit against something a few minutes ago,
and now it like a little swollen.
then while going out of the toilet,
my arm knocked against the basin, etc, etc, etc.






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the sky is gloomy.
i was out,
eating ikan bakar,
it started to thunder and i saw lightning flashing.
dampened my mood, seriously.
i was monstrously tired and worn out today.
i will now get into my pyjamas.
boil the kettle for a hot water bottle.
make a cup of hot milo.
kiss you goodnight.
and fall asleep.