riding on a merry-go-round.

hello hello hello.



so you know how when you have absolutely nothing to do,
you look for things to do?
well,
i've loads of things to do,
yet i still look for things to do.
because i choose not to do that i have to do?




it’s called de-stressing,
not procrastinating.
really.




is it bad that i've been feeling utterly lazy?
not lazy like the normal lazy.
that is a constant for me.
as in i'm lazy to drag myself to study.
and i'm thinking if i can just do a disappearing act of sorts.
but that would be very irresponsible of me.
damn.
that means i won't be doing the disappearing act after all.
it stinks when i've a conscience. T.T






brain is mush.
no want think.
blegh.






it is not procrastination.
honest.





#edit#
my poor neck.
fell asleep on the table last night,
but it feels like the table fell asleep on me.